I stumbled across my glass disco ball (flashing in pic). It has a cool clear, thick outer bulb . Inside those bulbsInner lights throw endless sparkles across, around, and upward. The colors: red &green, the. Colors I had convinced myself were symbolic of evil & sadness. Many months later I accepted I was ok with my anxiety being triggered and I then realized, this disco bulb .. … bu light was a gift from a dear friend. How dare I not celebrate this gift, given to me in friendship. Yeh, I feel rumbles of anxiety and I tell myself it’s ok to feel but I’m going to enjoy this beautiful, stunning red and green light show, ( it gives my room an untherworlly feel. )