#MentalHealth . I haven't showered literally in weeks not even brushing my teeth. I don't take care of myself in any way possible. I feel so ashamed because of my age and the way I am. It's almost like I should be over it but sadly it hasn't gone away. I've also been diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder which is no help whatsoever. I catch myself daydreaming of who I want to be, it's no one famous or etc.. just to be able to get up and actually wanting to get up shower brush my teeth hell maybe even makeup. Just an everyday average person. I cant say that I've gotten there yet but I hold out hope that one day I'll want to be a functional human being. #someday