Hi everyone! Need opinions. I just turned 50 and work full time as a nurse care coordinator for an insurance company. I also live with the 2 bpd's- bipolar and borderline. Since about April I've really been struggling. I'm at the point where I have to see my psychiatrist every 2 weeks. My moods are all over the place and my anxiety is through the roof. Approaching the level of paranoia. My dilemma is just what the title says. I'm at the point I really need more intense treatment like partial or inpatient treatment for a week or two. But I know my boss won't go for it. ( or my husband) But if I can't get my s**t together and be able to focus I probably won't be able to work either! Thoughts? #in a bind #sorrysolong