Just around a handful and a half of years ago, I was on top of the world in a chunk of the big pictur. My favorite person now was everything. Took on my two toddlers, was sweet, we had moved into a pretty town home. But it turned out it was a situation that was in fact too good to be true. Well, big pic wise, I guess.
Anyway its been two years of slowly figuring out everything was a lie and keeping at that sort of .. situation. It still hurts even though it wasn't real. Everyone has those stories huh? I just went thru mine first time at 35 lol... My confidence is wonked, and worse is that I'm alone as heck right now. Mainly because I mean I can go try to date a million people, and it won't come to anything for me. Ugh why r we like this as humans? Mean,..? pathetic, ..?
Stuck. #FavoritePerson #fpdependant #firstheartbreak #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #thenarrcissistandtheborderline