1) Because one day I'll find my 'why'
2) I deserve a happy ending

I've heard from people who have battled suicidal thoughts and made it out alive that they eventually reached a moment in their lives when they felt really grateful that they didn't end their lives, they felt really grateful to be alive for some important reason: meeting someone, having kids, experiencing something, etc. I've asked myself a lot recently, "What's my 'why'?" Why should I stay? Some days, the best I can do is respond, "Because maybe one day I'll find my 'why', the thing that makes this all worth it, and I'll want to be around d for that. The little girl in me who suffered so much deserves a happy ending, and I can't leave before she gets it." #keepgoing #whyikepgoing #ikeepgoing