Why I Started Creating Youtube Videos About My Eating Disorder and Anxiety

I have struggled with anorexia for about three years. I also struggle with anxiety and depression. I created a YouTube channel to help break the stigma on mental illnesses.

I used to feel like I wasn’t able to talk about what was going on in my mind because I would be judged harshly. I want to help other people feel like it’s OK to talk about this stuff. And I hope to connect with people who watch my YouTube channel.

On my channel I have a video up about my anxiety. It describes how it feels to have anxiety and how I cope with it. My channel is still growing so all the views will be much appreciated and I encourage you to comment so I can get to know my followers. I hope to grow my channel and to connect with many people. You watching my video will help me a lot with that. Please share my video so that people who are struggling would be able to see it and connect.

You can watch Hallie’s video about anorexia here

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you can call the National Eating Disorders Association Helpline at 1-800-931-2237.

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