Feeling hopelessly exhausted, drowning in the voices that echo through my mind
The racing intangible questions, only ever answered by the demon I hide inside

The endless fight of appearing normal yet yearning to be saved
Walking on a tightrope, no safety net, no harness only an audience anticipating your fall
Feeling brave and broken all at once, knowing the severe reactions of showing you have caved

Finding a balance from the chaos imploding in my mind,
Always knowing there’s never an in between,
Colour blind to life, only ever seeing in black and white

Giving too much or nothing at all,
Distance or suffocation is all I’ve ever known

They live their lives, oblivious to it all,
Thinking a racing heart that drops to your stomach is the only fall
To explain one word can destroy your soul
Or one act of ignorance can shatter your goals

Living life inside a cell, with rules that cannot be broken,
I may aswell live life in hell
A foot out of place, the demon will call
Fear, anger, sorrow and pain he will provide them all

See I am not lonely, how could I ever be
Forever together, this demon and me