I hate that I am an empath. I hate that I get so down when I hear that people I have to work with are talking bad about me, ( my condition etc.) I haven’t been in my position long, I try to be pleasant and attentive. And yet no matter what people always seem to smile at me and then talk about me. That’s fine thou, I just wish I didn’t have to interact with them. I want to quit my job today, give up my car that I am financing and go live in the streets (because I live with my family and don’t want to burden them) and let the RA take my life away. I hate that I have to interact or even be around people. I just want to lay down and sleep forever #awasteofspace