Had to take some tafil and rovotril drops so I could finally be at this point where everything still hurts, but I can carry it without it being that heavy.
This time it came out of nowhere. A lot of thoughts and permanent solutions went through my head and I’m still figuring out if not being able to reach to anyone so I don’t put more weight on their shoulders is ok, or maybe I should not care that much about others and focus on this empty, opaque me.
I come here being visibly vulnerable (in photo at lest), where nobody knows me. It feels safier. #lonely #badnights #Vulnerable