I am really worried. I know how to prep but no due to finances I haven't. That caught me flat footed because where I relied on snap for food snap is no more. An I am relying on a dissabilty check from government so it leaves me scared (an they just increased dissabilty from $750 month to $770 month go figure.) I haven't looked at info in years about the #doomsdayclock an I accidently hit on a recent report from cnn news. It's seems the doomsday clock is predicting end of this year start of next something truly #catastrophicproportions is going to happen. This scares. #nofunds to make preps just at in case even if I never use. Ever month I have to make choices roof over my head verses needs all of this with #nohelp . An I know God help us all if something does happen but with no help no way I can get out of Vegas even if I do manage to make a #bobbag . An meds what of thoughs. I know most is like me meds are a have to be I am loosing use of my right hand. I can acidently miss taking my meds an by that night I can't sleep so to mind jarring screaming pain an no way I can move my wrist or fingers. So yeah it worries me I am in no shape to fight to protect myself. This is all weighing on my mind cause currently what's happen is our contry is getting bad each day. An trust in the government is quickly going by the wayside. I know citys would not be good place to be. But with no car an no strength to tote my needs ect. This is so worrying me. Is any one else worried. If I had options I would pack an move to the country preferably near woods. My dream living in a bunker full time but I do not have the money to buy an do. So scared if poop hits the fan witch our country currently is a poop storm brewing then I am so scared I am going to be a victim not for lack of trying an fighting to survive but because I am %100 alone an weak an no one cares. I am worried #cisualizationwontbesocivil sooner than later. An for me even writing this is saying alot because I am a survivor I have learned to always find positive. I have been homeless before I know it's rough and my body won't let me survive it anymore. In the past 20 years added together I had been homeless about 9 1/2 years so I am no novice of hard times. Plus as a child my mom an I lived under a table for a few weeks in Panama canal zone as the geuriallas over through the government we saw people cut down with machine guns an so much more till the US army could get us out but I am looking at a bad time of it if poop does hit the fan. An no army to help pull my bottom out the fire. #poophitsthefan . Am I crazy in my thinking OK I gotta go rest my hand. Pains through roof but I feel the need to share my thinking. 🤔