I just get out of control for no reason..
And I can go for hours...the rage is unreal and it breaks my heart im like this.
What ever this is? # mind gone.
I'm so exhausted afterwards so so tired.
I dont remember a thing I said or even done..
I ask myself why me. Why do I treat the person I love this way.
I want it to stop ✋.
I drink..most of the time that's when it happens. #boom off the charts! #explode
Sad . Lonely. No comfort. Push people away.
Don't know how to act.
Sucks really.