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Transparency In My Chaotic Behaviors Admitted & Addressed #Deceitfulness #Bipolar1 #ChaoticBehaviour #GuiltyShame
Has anyone ever had issues with sneaky behaviors and taking things that aren’t yours? I am embarrassed to admit this, but I really want this to be a positive experience by addressing all the negativity I brought in sneaky behaviors in my relationship. I would sneak beers, and I’ve lied about it when I was asked. The worst one is that I’ve taken money out of my boyfriends wallet before. A five here and there, and denied it for a week until I couldn’t sleep I had so much guilt. These behaviors have always been around a mental health crisis, and suicide attempts. I just wanted to ask is this just me, or had anyone have impulses to sneaky behaviors? I did this in my ed behaviors decades ago, yet in my relationship was affected by the way I wouldn’t admit it right away. Knowing he knew, yet still having these childish behaviors with him feeling he couldn’t trust me. Please share what is honest with your comments. I really appreciate having your opinions or experiences with anything like this. #Relieved
