It was hidden …. This thing
It was hidden in depths so deep
That that the depths were hidden
Yet it showed signs of itself …..
Cutting, starving, pills
But it wasn’t there …. yet
Then the crack came
It was huge, ugly, loud, blinding
Devastating
Still it was this unknown thing
Manifested through what was now a rag doll
Limp, lifeless, dull
But terrified and insane with rage
The crack,
The blinding light
The feathers falling through dark night
Silence
And then the maze
…. Through blackness to
follow the cracks of light
A path here, then there
Slowly, slowly more light
to white, to warmth
And a little sun
Growing

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