I literally don’t have many close friends and the ones I did have seem to have abandoned me and don’t care. I use to have what I considered my internet friends to talk to but they have abandoned me as well as the kids I grew up in school with. I was always the outcast do to being in a wheelchair but I feel betrayed now cuz none of them keep up with me. I feel used and hurt by guys I met online who side they liked me but they used me and I have no idea what to think or do all this pain hurts so much. This is why I am cold hearted toward guys now and I feel like no one will ever like me much less be my friend and I’m scared of being used again. #Lonelyheart #Depression #trustissues #Coldheartedandbroken