I have always been a loyal and honest when it comes to relationship and I always take it for the team. But sadly what I have contributed, never reciprocate. I end up betrayed and many times, the women that I have dated use my weakness as a weapon against me. Makes me wonder is there ever a good and simple lady for me?
Celebrating birthday for more than 40yrs alone is hurtful, seeing posts in Facebook where your other pals are celebrating, birthday, anniversary, gifts and all, the happy face..makes me feel that I should just swan dive from 30th floor as this life is so punishing for me. People assume they know what depression is but they dont. I just dont know what to do. I never like being single as I will start thinking of hurting myself. I always hate being lonely. Wish I am never born cos assholes seems to be getting the great party invitations.
#Anxiety #Depression #sad #Lonelyheart