hyperarousal/butterfly effect
Whether this is correct title or not I’m not sure. I’m am just abit curious about a feeling I get.
It essentially is the butterfly feeling in your tummy. I get this feeling a lot when thinking of the opposite sex. I mean this in the sense of I “like” that person for a certain reason that makes me feel attracted to them.
I can tend to do this with many people and it can become a very confusing feeling.
I don’t know if it’s a symptom of complex ptsd or BPD, or whether I’m just wired wrong.
The complication in this, and please I don’t want to be judged or made to feel small and guilt, is that I have a gf. Our relationship is far from perfect.. but I have also had this feeling with previous partners and even when I was with my ex wife.
I don’t know what it’s all about. Maybe something for therapy?
Is this something associated with another condition?