Thank you to all who replied to my post yesterday. I didn't do anything silly, I fought the demon and won.  Today I've got dressed and I've been outside.  Only to the shops but the fresh air blew some of the cobwebs away.  I'm in a better frame of mind, I feel strong enough to beat it today.  No more suicidal thoughts this morning.  I wasn't up early enough to phone the doctors, but I will be tomorrow.  I think I need stronger meds.  Onwards and upwards
#feelingstrong #iwillwin #depressioncangetlost