Stupid little things set me off #Depression #Strongnotstrong #anxious #iwillwin
I know I’m dealing with heavy issues.
I know I can be difficult. I try my best. Always do. Sometimes I am so tired with the trying that I have nothing left to give.
It’s a constant battle, sometimes I’m ahead, sometimes I’m behind. But little things just set me off. A plate here, a mug there, a car on the road being a bit inconsiderate. I know I shouldn’t be affected as strongly as I am. But I start to shake and go downhill over silly things. I can see it. I can feel it. I try and stop it, but it’s like a football at the top of the hill. O hate myself for it. I’m awful to be around.
Thanks for letting me vent (!!)
Currently doing breathing exercises and trying not to flip out.