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Nox Cinis Caelum WonderPup
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Relationships 3d

Took my meds like a good boy

My alarm goes off at 2am every night. It's the time for my night meds. 50 units of lantus. A plethora of nightly pills, at least 9 of them now. And my dulera inhaler. Pauley called me a good boy for taking everything on time. I get butterflies in my tummy every time she calls me a good boy. I don't have a praise kink, but I also need positive feedback from my partner.
#Relationships #MentalHealth #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #depressoespresso #imagoodboy

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Nox Cinis Caelum WonderPup
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Depression 11mo
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OMG ouch

I pushed myself to make dinner for us both. Just cheesy scrambled eggs. I turned mine into a burrito with hummus and ranch. I also had one mini cucumber. It was pretty yummy.

But

After I ate, my stomach got bad.. I'm super bloated and really uncomfortable. Luckily my tummy is the only thing that hurts right now. I took a Norco 5 and it definitely helped.

I also pushed myself to make a pot of coffee. I wasn't in the mood for coffee all day and that's usually the big sign that I'm dealing with #Depression . Sure it's after 8pm but I need it. It's a 50/50 blend of butterscotch toffee flavored coffee and peanut butter flavored coffee with cupcake flavored syrup and oat milk. It's very yummy.

I need to get tummy meds but right now my CC is maxed out and I only have $150 till the 27th . I need that money for my trip.

Speaking of which... 9 days to go!

#depressoespresso #tummyache

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