when the promissor strarts to be the futureless. when reality ends with all hope. one wrong step and you are sentenced. and then, it's the end of the line, no use regretting. everything is so different from what you have imagined. things happen and you just cannot avoid. that pleasure of yours is what dominates you now. you will never understand. but maybe you are just lucky. there's no reason to poison your future. there's no reason to end your life. you are the one to sign your sentence. pay attention to what's going on around you. hang on...