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    Who is someone that has been there for you in your life when times were tough?

    <p>Who is someone that has been there for you in your life when times were tough?</p>
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    Fighting a Physical Illness Can Be a Mental Health Battle

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    Just some arty fun

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    Ever sit and think??? My thought

    #SubstanceAbuse #SubstanceMisuse #CocaineDependence #Anxiety .

    have you ever just sat and thought is this just it is life always just gonna be this way and even if you make changes sooner or later you are always going to end up back here! In another pile of crap #Depression

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    This really helped me today

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    Sick of killing my self slowly with this curse

    I don’t know where to even start with this I’m very aware that I struggle to cope with life problems and constantly turn back to this but don’t understand myself anymore! I have been to rehab before and I done extremely well after it till my world became to much for me again and I lost site of what I learned from rehab ever since I first relapse I’ve been up and down every time Anita life problem has a big enough impact on me I run to cocaine lately I’ve had a major knock back true my own fault now I’m in the depths of thing and don’t a way oft a point back worth picking up the pieces for the last few days I’ve researched a lot to do with overthinking I don’t know if I’m just mentally unstable if I’m crazy or what is wrong with me I really need help but anyone who really understands me I’ve already pushed away I would be grateful for anyone’s input, thoughts, or help
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    #CocaineDependence #overthinking

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    I killed the girl that I used to be. I’m a murderer #Suicide

    the last weeks have being hardest and exhausting than usual. All remains pretty much the same. I continue to do drugs all the time and I have no idea about how to get out of this. Seems like every time I step forward, life pulls me back to square one. Honestly, it's getting harder to see a solution, but I want it. My little brother needs me and I love him so much. My situation kills my father quietly every day. I know none of them could ever stand by another loss for suicide. But the void that my mom left... she took something of mine with her. Suicide is a life sentence for those who stay. I know I could have done more, and I just didn’t. Honestly, I don't feel like getting professional help once more. I've been in medication for years, even psychiatric intensive care clinic for almost two months, and I only getting worst year by year... I really fucking lost. I admire those who keeping choosing life, day by day. Really do.
    I’m wondering about the things that I can give myself, unlike my mom, but, what sorts of things? cause I really tried everything that I could do, medications, doctors, intensive care. And now, after her kills herself, I don’t see the point of doing all that stuff again. I don’t see the meaning. I envy those who are capable to do this choice that I don’t choose an ever single day. Say yes to life. I wake up every morning and I think “oh fuck here we go again”. I don’t have yes or no. I feel like a empty shell of person who cannot die cause this i’ll kill her litte brother and father. So I kept myself alive cause I don’t want to hurt them like my mom did to me. It’s a fucking hell. #Suicide #BipolarDepression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Grief #Depression #EatingDisorders #Autism #SuicideLossSurvivor #DeathOfMyMom #MentalHealth #OtherMentalHealth #CocaineDependence #HearingLoss

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    when the promissor strarts to be the futureless. when reality ends with all hope. one wrong step and you are sentenced. and then, it's the end of the line, no use regretting. everything is so different from what you have imagined. things happen and you just cannot avoid. that pleasure of yours is what dominates you now. you will never understand. but maybe you are just lucky. there's no reason to poison your future. there's no reason to end your life. you are the one to sign your sentence. pay attention to what's going on around you. hang on...