My goodness I just can't take life anymore. I do not want to go through another back surgery. I'm struggling financially but I can't stand to work full time. I can't take the pain. I don't want a lumbar fusion. I can barely walk without being in pain. I can barely think without being in pain. I just had a laminectomy. I don't know if I will recover let alone be able to work. I can't do this to my family. #RightToDie #diealready #laminectomy # lumbarfusion #Stress #worry #ChronicPain