Hi all! I'm new here and I don't know if I need advice or just to vent. My husband of 22 years has cancer and after tons of chemo and two failed t cell transplants, we are devastated but hopeful that the palliative radiation and chemo can help. They can't cure him but hopefully make him comfortable. He is 51, I am 45. We have two grown children and two toddler granddaughters. I don't even want to think about what's coming. Most days I just exist to care for him and I love to do it but I am so tired. Any helpful tips or advice? Thank you, and God Bless.