Today would have been my mom’s birthday. This is the first time I’m celebrating without her here on earth. To top it off my ex won’t let me be with my kid today (he hated my mom), just to hurt me. I am really struggling and physically anxious + shaking today. Any distractions would help! 😕 Sushi is for you mamma! It was her fav. #Birthday #rip #dinnerfor1