dissability

having been diagnosed with #BipolarDisorder, chronic migraines, #ic , chronic and constant #BackPain pain(since age 15) as well as some undiagnosed #autoimunedisorder I can’t work. I feel completely useless. all I’ve been able to do is get one of my student loans forgiven in order to save money...but still owe over 30k. we litterally have no money.
the only that possibly makes usefu is #dissability from the government. is that all I’m good for? Also, how do I get it especially if i have never held down a job for more then a few months at a time???
every time this year when we go to budget Christmas I start to spiral down reminding myself we can’t give our daughters a big Christmas because of me.
are there really work at home/your own pace jobs out there???
I feel so #helpless .