Its tiring spending eternity to carry urself thru, and one  moment to remember
all  negative feelings that you thought were so you.
The little self worth it took years to build,  one moment of weakness sent it straight  in the pit.

I know its my own distortions I know its me self abusing, but my mind can't stop thinking that I am of no use.
Some days i need help or I will hide in, and other days I just need someone to listen and not cement in my struggles, like its not something new.
Im am my own carrier of my burden thats true, but something in sharing is making me less blue.
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