Tomorrow’s Monday. It’s pretty normal for people to dread the start of another busy week etc. Except for me tomorrow is looking pretty nice. I’m free all morning, I only have a could hours of babysitting with super easy kids I love and my normal Monday night class is canceled. I should be thrilled about tomorrow. But I’m not. My #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder has picked up on all the phone calls from doctors I’m currently waiting on. And tomorrow starts another week of waiting for the phone to ring. I’m so tired and so stressed and I honestly want everything to just stop. I’m not suicidal, but I really wish I could pause my life right now. #Depression #Anxiety #MentalHealth #ChronicIllness #NewOldProblems #DoctorCommunication #Waitinggame