I m 20 years old boy and i have spent my whole life inside my home. I don't have any friend and any social skill. I m very much unconfident and shy. I act like dumb. I have been bullied by my class mates in school and by other random people. I feel bullshit. I haven't achieved anything till yet. I feel useless. Besides i m a maladapative daydreamer so i talk to myself in alone. I can't control my thoughts and my actions. This is the worst trait of my personality. I needed a therapist but my parents couldn't understand so they refused somehow now i can't convince them more. But i feel very much anxiety all the time. I become nervous and confused on almost every thing. I feel bad n women like.