Lately, I've been wondering what would my old friends from my past would think of they saw me today, being my true self. I've wondered if by diluting my identity made me look dumb or needy. (Then again, I did it to appeal to those I've called friends.) I did a huge disservice to my emotional intelligence, and I know this now because looking back, I wasn't like them. And I knew it deep down inside. #MentalHealth #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Identity #emotionalintellegence