#Anxiety #Hoplessness
I'm not sure where I'm at right now (emotionally)! I was only formally diagnosed with OCD, Borderline Personality Disorder, Severe Anxiety and Depression about 6 months ago, but I've struggled with it as long as I can remember. I've been on 6 different medications and " That's been fun"! I'm on Prozac now which seems to be helping for certain things, but not so much for others. I've only met my Counselor once, And the only person who has any clue about what I go through is my husband and that's because after being together for 15 years, it's hard to hide from him! His Daughter is pregnant with her first child and even though they all call me GRANDMA. I struggle to find a "SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO"!
It doesn't feel like my life has any purpose. I'm just Killin time until the end!
#emty #hollow