I lost her.
Because I had avoided the concerns, I shut them all down. She didn’t feel like she could talk to me. Therefore I lost her.
She had told me over and over again, how she wanted to try to fix things and I didn’t ever hear it.
So I lost her.
There were so many what if’s, things that blinded me from the happiness she gave me, and that we had, until one day the what if’s came true.
I still lost her.
It took me too long to realize all of it, and I don’t know if it’s possible to fix any of it. I just know my mind and body are aching for her.
Don’t be like me, don’t realize too late, listen to your significant others, if I had the chance to redo the way things were, I would in a heartbeat.
She was my one.
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