Sometimes I feel like I’m waiting for someone else to just give me the words to say. Like I don’t know how I feel or what I should be saying in fear that it might be wrong. If that even makes sense. Everything in my brain feels jumbled. Like if I were to open my mouth nothing would even come out. It’s hard to even form a sentence half the time. My therapist will just sit and ask me questions and I’ll stare at her like a complete moron thinking “well what do you want me to say”. It’s super frustrating for me! Not being able to identify with what is going on with myself. Not sure if this is a symptom of my borderline or what but it is definitely something i would like to change about myself. I’m pretty good with writing things out so I’m glad I’m here... hopefully you guys will check out my page which isn’t full of too much of my craziness yet but hey this is just the start. If you made it this far thanks for reading . I appreciate you. #BPD #distortedthinking