so I been really struggling with not having my real dad around he sadly committed suicide when I was a baby (2 years) . I am now just about to turn 15 when I started high school I got Into a toxic friendship with this girl and her dad was mates with mine me and she feel out with me and she went round telling everyone but me in my class that my dad killed him self (I want aweare at this time of how he died ) this caused a lot of stress on me and my mommas relationship cause I was angry sad and confused . i was them to find out that my dad cheated on my mom and had another child ... I them realised can’t blame my mom for not telling me she was a single mom low payed job and 3 baby’s and a whole lot of heart break and gref . what I don’t get is why I feel so much pain now about him as i was to young to remember anything and it’s been 13 years .. #Fathers #gref