Havetostaystrong

I wrote this a few days ago, when my depression was at a very extreme low. I’m trying to write out my thoughts instead of sucking the life out of my loved ones. I just hate that they have to deal with me and I know it’s stressful on them.. I have just started posting on here. So bare with me please haha.

What do you do when you have no one to talk to?
Not wanting to subject your loved ones to your sadness.
Wallowing in self pity and hatred
Crying without control
Losing yourself to your pain
Wanting all of the pain to end and feel something good again.
This emotional prison in my head,
Makes me wish I was dead.
My life isn’t even bad, but still all I feel is emptiness.

#Depression #empty #Selfpity #Havetostaystrong