I had a BLP #raging moments because I was loosing my best friend to someone else. Most likely due to #BPD . New to this diagnosis but understanding the why's to how I operate. My question to my new community is will the hurt stop? I need to turn off my brain. I can't sleep or function at all. I will never be able to speak to this person again due to my actions. I feel terrible about myself. Classic right? I just need my mind to move forward, and I will be ok. How do I do that? Help?