My baby
Malia Nayeli is my babies name she was born 29 weeks old
I wish I fought harder to keep her with me but I trusted the doctors instead they had to put her on oxygen and an incubator to transport her to another hospital I got to see her before she left, they told me the machine she’s on has problems running but they apparently fixed it
Malia apparently had #HydropsFetalis (I don’t know for sure because till this day no one has told me what happen) and they needed to take her to the children’s hospital to drain the fluid I didn’t know that would be the last time I’ll see my baby alive they called me 2-3 hours later saying she passed and that’s all, it’s been a week and I haven’t heard a word from the doctors they never told us what happened to her just that she passed
Almost a month pior at our checkup they claimed somthing was wrong but sent me home anyways .we saw a specialist almost 2 weeks ago and they told me there was little to no fluid in my placenta and sent me home
My whole pregnancy up until mid to late 2nd trimester I was sick and fainted 4 different times (yes I told my OB) but my baby was strong she passed every test she moved a lot and I listened to her heartbeat everyday
I’m losing my mind I don’t know what to do I can’t even scream because I had a c section I can’t describe this pain I just want her back #InfantLoss #Miscarriage