I worked at the same job for 21 years. Last January I took early retirement (I’m only 42 so I don’t get the actual monetary retirement part) and took the year off. Now I’ve started the anxiety-riddled process of job hunting and I’m terrified I won’t get hired. I have both depression and anxiety on a daily basis but now they’re both super charged. I’m trying to remain hopeful but my brain is an expert at sabotage.