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Kristina
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@whirlygerbil4365
Navigating The Mighty 1w

It feels like that Invisible Child again…

My account keeps getting reset every time I check in. All my profile is lost and my username is changed. It feels like rejection and that I, as as an individual, just don’t matter. I love this site and don’t want to delete it but i have to if this continues. I can’t allow this to continue the assault on my CPTSD and diminish the extremely hard work I am putting into my recovery. It has been hard not to let the Borderline Personality traits take over.

How can I put a stop to my account being reset every night?
#CPTSD #invisiblechild #Rejection

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Beth
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@xjadedstarx
invisiblechild 2y

Sometimes
I let myself dream
Whenever I find myself a small pocket of time
That isn’t focused on meeting my basic human needs to survive
Food, shelter, boring things
To anyone who isn’t unsure of their availability
And in that cozy pocket dream
I am finally seen
By parents who care to know me
Care that I have more than just enough to not die
I imagine they find my stashed away words
That I type out at night
When I’m sad and cold
And longing for home
Though I admit
I long for a thing I’ve never actually known
But i imagine
In my pocket space
That a home would be nice
And warm
And safe
And loving
And that the people in the home were caring
And saw me
And SAW ME
But for now
I feel more seen
Alone in my pocket dream

Thank you to everyone on The Mighty who has made me feel seen. 💕
#invisiblechild #Disability #neglect #CPTSD

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