It's a rare condition. I need delicate surgery to keep living at least a longer life. But the thought of a circular saw splitting my breastbone has me ready to vomit. I'm ready to call the whole thing off I'm anxious terrified about the saw and can't stop thinking about it. The date is the 30th and the closer it gets the more I want to #Quit . It's not easy to live with this problem, but I'm thinking it would be easier than letting my chest bone get SAWED open! Any help out there?