Today I feel like a failure and a fraud 😔 today I let my illness win and it feels like I chose to fail...didn't make it to work today because I didn't sleep and I felt too anxious to do my job. #Failingatlife I miss my hobbies and can't get myself to even try to do something that makes me happy #Bipolar2Disorder #CPTSD #GAD #RapidCyclingBipolarDisorder #isuckatthisthingcalledlife