Iwillbefine

I’ve started the annual cleanup from Christmas and it’s hitting me hard this year. I’m trying to clean up the house and really do a deep dive and organize but you know how that is. You make a big mess cleaning up a mess.

The clutter and piles of stuff is beginning to wear on my mental health. I keep telling myself that once I’m done it’s going to look good. The mess will only last a bit longer and I can make it.

Breathe in, breathe out, let it go. Right?

Logically I know it will only last a short time and will be good in the long run. I’m overreacting, and I know I am. It’ll be fine.

Deep breathing. Imagining a nice, organized home that I’ll be coming home to soon.

I can do this.

#Anxiety #deepbreathing #stressed #Iwillbefine

My anxiety will not allow me to have a relationship. Broke a really nice guys heart today because I constantly need space and not wanting to be touched at times. I am willing to accept the fact that I may be alone forever. I have netflix and my dog. #Iwillbefine