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    Unemployment

    I’m in between jobs right now except I don’t have anything lined up. I can’t find anything in my field that offers a good paying job and I’m afraid to do anything outside of my field (even though I might enjoy something else) because I’ll feel like I wasted my college degree. Also feeling the pressure by my family members to apply for jobs I don’t want to do. Has anyone else felt this way? #unemployed #stressed

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    Can I just have one good day? | TW one cap, few swear, minor suicidal thoughts #venting

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    Can I please just have ONE good day without something or someone stressing me out?! One?! God, this week has been shit. And what’s coming up this weekend isn’t going to make it any better. God, I hate weekends.

    If this keeps up, I’m just better off dead honestly because I’m so fucking sick of this crap.

    #anger #stressed #SuicidalThoughts #done #sickofit #Autism

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    Stressed out and being pushed past my limit

    #PTSD #Anxiety #Irritated #BipolarDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder

    Don’t know what to do!!! #stressed

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    Healing from chronic stress

    New written interview posted!

    Fran speaks with me about the effects chronic stress had on her physical and mental health as well as the steps she took to heal

    accordingtodes.com/how-to-redefine-living-after-living-with-...

    #Stress #chronicstress #MentalHealthAwareness #stressed #selfcare #Selflove

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    “I’m exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel.” Hit home for me, I always am at a lost for words. This right here hit the nail on the head. I am exhausted. I am exhausted from fighting an invisible fight. I am exhausted from feeling along. I am exhausted for doing a bear minimum. I constantly am tracking my spoons, I have to reserve two just to make it to and from work not including the spoons I need to function at work. I am exhausted that there seems to be no light. I am exhausted from feeling exhausted. I am exhausted from having to rely on others when I am usly the one that everyone goes to. The list could go on. #MixedConnectiveTissueDiseaseMCTD #Depression #stepparent #Anxiety #stressed #spiral #NeedSupport #exhausted #Trauma #RaynaudsPhenomenon

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    × " Is It Possible With The Inflation Situation To Save Possibly ? " ×

    × " Sigh... My Stress Level Is Very High... And My Anxiety Is Insane... My Depression Is At Severe... Why Can't People Just Stay Out Of My Life.. I'm Not In No One's Bussiness Etc... I Litterly Keep To Myself.. I Currently Have Saved $500+ I Put Away $100 Away And Give $135 Each Of The 1st Month To My Sister... And I Still Put Away $20... Each Paycheck... I Pay Uber $6 $7 For Work... And I Need To Buy Food And Misc Which Is $77... I Want To Have A Life Without Everyone In My Business.. All The Time..And I Still Want To Take Classes To Become A Mental Health Professional... I Can Never Catch A Break..." × #stressed Out ☆ S.K. ☆

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    I'm an Idiot #CarAccident #Depression #Anxiety #OCD #stressed #overwhelmed

    I was in a car accident yesterday. I'm so mad at myself. I was so stupid. It was just a bump but I got a ticket (which I deserved), and that messed with my OCD. I don't want to get a lawyer and go to court again! There should be an easier way to deal with this. My boyfriend is annoyed with me. What an exhausting day. I'm getting drowsy, but I'd hoped to get things done tonight. I'm so hot. The police officer saw the mess in my car. 😣

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    Worse and Worse! What's Happening? #Anxiety #Depression obsessive compulsive disorder #stressed #Finances

    More and more problems come up. I don't want to post why, but I may not be able to go out much longer. I have plans to make up for not being able to do something special I've been wanting to do for a long time that I was going to finally do for my birthday this month, but I may not be able to now. I NEED to get out. I need the sunshine and fresh air (or at least daylight on cloudy days), and the bigger spaces. I've got calls/emails I want to make/send today, and I want privacy to do them. My boyfriend works from the motel. Money issues make this worse, because it could fix them. My boyfriend says he doesn't know if he'll have it. I'm surprised he thinks he even might. I ask him for a few extra dollars to get things I need (like scissors to cut my bangs, which drop in my face, irritating my dry eyes, which bother me all the time), even a couple of dollars, and he gets frustrated with me. I can't put enough details in here, I'm just realizing, so I guess I'm just venting. My boyfriend turned everything around on me again when I tried to discuss it with him. I hope I can make my calls, etc., today. I hope they can help.

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    So Much to Say, No Energy #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder anxiety #stressed #Depression #tired #Sleepy

    I have so much I need to get off my chest, but they were supposed to move us to another room Monday or Tuesday, so I haven't gotten much sleep, because I kept expecting they'd wake me up and we'd have to leave early. Today, I couldn't stand being in bed any longer, even though I'd had very little sleep, and I haven't gotten out in four or five days. I begged my boyfriend to give me an extra $20 so I could get gas and eat at my favorite restaurant, because I wanted to get away. He said no. Everyday, he says no, even though I haven't been out, and he'd give me $20 on the days I didn't go out, if I had. He can get beer. I'm drowsy, but trying to stay awake (having a tea) so I can see my cats tonight.

    I'm going crazy. I need to get away from this man. I need help. I need a house, all my cats, and all my stuff.

    I called my psychiatrist today, and the office called back to reschedule. The guy told me I needed to pay a "significant" amount of what I owe. I gave my boyfriend $20 at the beginning of the month and it was when I got this call that I found out my boyfriend never sent or took the money! I messaged my boyfriend after the call, and he didn't answer for a bit, but then told me he sent $40 to them "late last week," but I'm not to tell them. First of all, I don't believe for a second that he sent it before. I think he sent it today, after I told him. Second, I don't think my psychiatrist will consider $40 a "significant" part of what I owe.

    The cat place I was told to call and apply to hadn't called in many days, so I called them. I got no answer and started to leave a message, and then another call came in, and a little kid picked up. I talked a little, asking the kid who he/she was, and soon I heard a voice and the phone hung up. I Googled the number, and it was the lady who was supposed to help me's other phone. I understand if she was busy, but I'm wondering if she's been avoiding me. I don't know to wait long, because it's kitten season, and my boyfriend won't help me. Nobody cares if I'm ripped apart.

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    Adulting

    I’m 57. I should be able to adult by now, no problem. But I still struggle to speak up for myself, especially to my children. I get nervous. I act like a child who’s waiting for dad to get home from work because mom called him to tell him I got into trouble. Geez, I don’t know why either.
    Last night my daughter didn’t ask me if she could use my car, she just asked me where my keys were because she’s taking it to work and didn’t want to wake me looking for them. I started to say why she couldn’t use my car but it didn’t go well because I got nervous. This morning I told my son-in-law about my insurance coverage. I didn’t have enough money to put everyone on it (I used my small inheritance from my dad to pay for insurance because my daughter couldn’t pay for it as she promised). I hardly drive anywhere so my coverage cost $738 for six months coverage. I’m hoping that they will be caught up on their bills by then to pay my insurance by then. Anyway I explained to him I have an excellent record and if she gets into an accident in my car they’ll have to pay out of pocket to repair it (because they’re not covered)
    My daughter came home early and isn’t speaking to me. 😟 I won’t change my mind and cave but she sure makes living hell
    #stressed #Adulting #beingresponsible