lostmydad

I lost my dear father January 28, 2020. Instead of moving forward, I am moving backwards. I feel as if there is a massive hole in my heart, that part of me is missing and I don’t know how I’m ever going to recover. Truth be told, I’ve thought about suicide at times. Just fleeting little thoughts. (As a Lutheran I know that that is a mortal sin, so it isn’t anything that I would act on.) I’m lost and feel I’m wandering in no specific direction any more except backwards. #Depression #lostmydad #notmeanymore #lost #Loss #devistated