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Hi there! My name is Jennifer & I'm from Oklahoma. I hope this note finds you in good spirits; I know it can be tough being in the hospital during the holiday season, or any time, for that matter. Please know that even though you don't know me, or I you, I wish you love, peace and happiness this holiday season and always. I wish there were more I could do. I'm sending all the good energy & virtual hugs I have! Happy holidays to you & your family, & I hope you have a wonderful new year. #StJude #loveeveryone

I lost my Daddy 21 years ago to suicide when I was 2 weeks shy of turning 18 as a single mom. I only wish that there had been more awareness, capabilities of learning the signs, etc. at the time of his death. Now as a Mom of 2, one early 20’s one only 15, I struggle daily w/severe mental illnesses, several of them that have left me disabled and home bound. I keep my Daddy’s memory alive by keep on fighting, getting all the help I need, so that my children won’t ever get a knock on their door from a deputy (whom happened to be my uncle) to tell them that they’re mom lost the battle. I pray everyday God gives me strength to keep on keeping on, and that’s how I think my Dad would want me to be after finding some of his writings. We never “get over it”, bc you’re always left wondering what was going on in their mind, what could we have done different, and it’s a pain I hate for anyone to bare. Prayers for everyone suffering! #StayStrong #loveeveryone
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