These past couple of weeks have been hard on me. First off, I am an essential worker where I work with laboratory animals as their caretaker. This means I have to be at work. My fiancé and I have been fighting the past couple of weeks over wedding stuff. He already has mental health issues (I’m thinking bipolar, but we don’t know). The stress of this pandemic as well as worrying about finding a place to live and getting married on Halloween has been getting to us. And of course, I have no idea where my physical health is at right now. I’m having low grade fevers every day now, and my pain and fatigue are awful. Depression and anxiety have been bitches for me. Right now, all I want to do is go to bed and not think about anything. I am so tired and so done with everything.
#Depression #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #MaybeAutoimmune #MaybeFibromyalgia