Stalked, 7 months Pregnant, and never calm or aloneand never feeling safe or having any sense of privacy. #PerinatalMentalHealth
I’m 43 and having a very welcomed and surprise Pregnacy after a terrible loss of my baby in utero after the worst breakup in my life when I found out ex was cheating with another woman w 5 kids all from different dads. He was trying to convince me to have an abortion cause “he wanted his life back...” and I almost did. But when it came down to it I refused and stopped communication after he changed number and said “ he lost feelings for me”. Note: he left me on our anniversary, while pregnant, losing my house ( I had just finished his insurance claim after his house burned down and worked so hard to get him full pay out and I did.... but as I was doing this I was gonna move to Dallas to be near him and couldn’t save my house cause I wasn’t paid for any of my work and he didn’t want to lend me $2000 to help me after I got him close to 90 or so thousand dollars.... go figure.) Nevertheless, having no money, storage, any way to pack and move, and a 8 year old I could lose....I somehow gathered myself together and made it to an interview with a man who had a heart and seriously saved me by hiring me and getting some of his workers to move me and an advance to get a very small apartment. So god was watching over me. Come 5 years later after never truly recovering from the previous relationship I moved on. Yet he was stalking me without my knowledge and cost me my career in sp education teaching after 12 years, my house of 10 years, my baby boy which I lost, and my self worth/sanity. July2019 I became aware of the stalking and hacking after I was about to go through medication stabilization cause all my meds stopped working, my cousin died and my new phone was being hacked as I checked “my yahoo” account trying to set it up. I was shocked to see that every person I had been communicating with was being researched, my credit and background had been searched, my resume was being used illegally for his new wife that he married cause he knocked her up as well and wasn’t 8 hours away, and so much identity theft, fraud, and more but under the guise of me. I was horrified and so confused. It was so hard to convince anyone that I was hacked cause it seemed no one wanted to believe it was so easy for hackers to take over your life though smart phones, smart TVs, stolen accounts, etc..... My fiancé was the hardest to convince because I was so sick and had lost thirty three pounds in less then three months and I stopped sleeping. Mania hit hard and was killing me. Nevertheless I never gave up discovering all and more then I wanted to know about my ex boyfriend. I thought of him to be exceptional, a great dad, professional, and outstanding Athlete with goals set in place. But I never knew him cause the person I was dealing with was a stranger now. He humiliated me by posting nudes of me and sending them to countless number of family and friends, put false warrant with falsified evidence to intimidate me and silence me. #mentaldistress #CPTSD 🤰