motherlove

I have two beautiful children. A 7 years old princess and a 5 month old prince. They are my life and would do anything for them but the idea of wanting depart from this world prematurely seems to be hunting me down heavenly in the last few months. I have suffered from depression and anxiety periodically for a few years now. It comes and goes. I blame on a difficult childhood. I know how much it will affect my children not having their mom to take care of them, to raise them and I truly hate feeling this way. I don’t understand why I continue to contemplate these thoughts daily and my medication is not working as much as I wish it should. I’m not sure why I’m even posting this right now but I’m feeling helpless.
Sincerely,
A sad mom

Be the mother I never had and love myself unconditionally. God does.
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