#Dissociation

I've been plummeting further down a rabbit hole.

I don't feel real,
I don't have perseption of time,
I can't tell if I'm really awake or dreaming,

This chronic, agonizing feeling of emptiness shrouds me in a black veil, suffocating the breath from my lungs.

#blackness #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #symptomsofbpd #MentalHealth #mylifestruggle