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Another scope on Monday. I've had cancer coming up on 2 years and it's still a bummer. Guess I'm used to it all, but there is still a sense of disappointment that I remain in this game. I'm honestly quite sick of it. It gave me all this positive energy, taught me how to live life again. Keeps me eating right and going to the gym. Ive traveled and spread the message, built this social media space, made a ton of new friends. Lately I'm just exhausted. It's been a long year. I've lived and breathed this cancer culture hard-core for about 8 months now. I'll never be finished. I'm happy to make a difference.

Hi! I have a trip coming up, and the day after I get back I start my 2nd year of maintenance BCG immunotherapy. I have intermediate grade non muscle bladder cancer since 2023. I'm feeling better each time, but a few weeks before therapy I get stopped in my tracks. I get depressed and feel like I'm out of the human group again, like I have cancer all over again. Thing is each scope I get, the odds are high i will get high risk bladder cancer, and lose my bladder and prostate, walk around with a bag the rest of my life maybe. Thanks for being here everyone. U give me strength to get thru the low points. Still moving forward!

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