My step-grandfather has COVID and right now the outcome isn’t looking too good. He has a 104°F fever, is delusional from the fever, and refuses to go to the hospital. My mom is an EMT so she’s trying to provide what she can, but I’m concerned she’ll get it herself. Anyway family has already mentioned possibility of a funeral in the near future. Is it bad that I don’t feel sad? The only reason I’ll go is to support my dad, but even then I dread the drama from the rest of his family.
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